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A conversation with a friend of mine last night has my kind of feeling emotionally fucked. I won't go into detail, because a) it's an unfiltered post, b)I promised her along time ago I wouldn't mention her in any public journal, and c) it involves other people's shit. Mostly C.

I really do understand her point. I'm the first person to say, "Hey whatcha doin there?" when I see behavior I think is self destructive- well okay maybe the second or third, but my point is I really do know what the hell I'm doing, and while I greatly appreciate the concern, I really have thought about all of this from as many angles as I can think of, and have been thinking about it long before that was an it.